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A year

by on Mar.29, 2010, under Uncategorized

Yesterday marked one year of midomi living with me. We’ve gone through good times and bad times, and we haven’t driven each other crazy yet! Seems like we may be together for a while.

I love you, Mids. <3

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by on Apr.03, 2009, under Uncategorized

Last week I went down and met with midomi…then we flew back up and settled into a home together.

Living with someone is a new experience for me. But it’s easier than I had expected. Maybe we just go together and get along really well…

I feel…happy. Every moment is happier than it was before she was here.

I love you, Mids. <3

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Changes

by on Mar.24, 2009, under Uncategorized

A month or two ago I was going through old CDs and I decided to put on the Phantasy Star Online soundtrack. I hadn’t listened to it in a while, and when I did…it startled me. I believe I got PSO soon after it was released, which according to Wikipedia was November 2000. I played it often for several months. (Only single player, really.)

November 2000 was a time in my life when I was trying desperately to finish college. I was sick of it and I wanted to do something else; I wanted to graduate, but my social anxiety was making it hard. I was living alone in an apartment in Cambridge, walking to and from school most days. I was seeing a psychotherapist, and he was great, but he wasn’t a cure-all. The stress in my life had triggered a certain amount of depression as well. I still had a ways to go in figuring out how to manage my life and my mind.

When I listened to that soundtrack, I remembered that time. I suddenly felt lonely. It was startling how intense the sensation was…and how I didn’t remember being that lonely at the time (probably because I was kind of messed up).

I don’t like feeling lonely. I don’t want to feel lonely. So, tomorrow I am going to visit midomi. And I am bringing her back to move in with me.

I don’t feel lonely now. Somehow I feel…confident.

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Birthdays!

by on Aug.11, 2008, under Uncategorized

Happy Birthday to midomi! πŸ˜€

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I return!

by on Jun.27, 2008, under Uncategorized

I’m back home in NY. I had a very happy trip.

More later.

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Birthdays!

by on Aug.11, 2007, under Uncategorized

Happy Birthday to midomi! πŸ˜€

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Happy Birthday to Mids!

by on Aug.11, 2006, under Uncategorized

Happy Birthday ! ^_^

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